So the dance was pretty... interesting? It was something alright. Hazel stood me up... although, to be quite honest, I expected her too. we're definately not the same old Hazel & Jimmy anymore...
Ash did me the honor and danced with me, my very first dance, standing up after the shooting. Exciting right? Thats what I thought. I mean it was hard, my legs still being weak and sore. But exhillerating none the less. And who better to share it with then my good friend, Ash? :) Speaking of whom, I'm still waiting on a phone call so I can take her out to dinner and a movie tonight. She's got so much on her mind right now, I want to help her relax and unwind.
Then Liz and I danced followed by making out in the corner in which JT saw us AGAIN. That is the second time he's caught us. I couldn't stop kissing her though. It just felt so good, and the way that girl makes me feel, she drives me crazy in the good way. I can't get enough I had a lot of fun with her. She got distracted by a phone call, so I went over and talked to Ash. I was soo pissed she was drinking when she's gonna have a baby. That's my potential future "neice/nephew" in her, so she better take care of her and it. She hasn't decided what she's goign to do but if she keeps it, I'll be a proud "Uncle Jimmy." Luckily she started throwing up all over the place, I mean as gross as it is, she got the vast majority of the alcohol out of her system quickly. Ash, I meant every word I said last night, no matter what I'll be there and you can count on me.
After the dance Liz and I went to the park to talk about our feelings for each other and what we were going to do about it. I promised her I'd break up with Hazel today, but I haven't gotten a hold of her all day. The sooner the better though, I know I'm going to hurt Hazel, but the sooner I tell her the less it will hurt. I cannot be in a relationship with Liz, or at least we can't tell anyone about us, until I break up with Haze. God I feel like an ass, but I cannot help how smitten I am about Liz. That's right, smitten
The best part of the night was falling asleep next to her, with her in my arms, at her house. I felt so... peaceful. I haven't felt like that in a long time. Not since I got shot
There was a whole bunch of other drama at the dance, none that I paid much attention to. I was too focused on Liz happy to really notice anything.