So yesterday I came home from LA. I had a great time there, but I had to get home for Doctors appointments and crap like that. It was fun, for a few days my mind was off of everything. Although I won't lie, we used my chair at Disneyland primarily as an excuse to cut in front of everyone! HAHA no waiting in line for us. I met Liz's dad, which was... uncomfortable at first, but its cool now. It was really comforting to be able to fall asleep next to someone and wake up with them still there. I don't know, but it just seems like ever since I got shot my whole world has been topsy-turvey so to speak. I feel so... helpless and alone all the time, even when I know I shouldn't. The nightmares are awful. But for those few nights, falling asleep listening to someone breathing next to me, it wasn't so bad. I wasn't so scared. I wasn't so alone. Docs say I should start being more open about this, and then the fears will fade with time or some other after-school-special pep talk I get. Whatever.
Anyways, got home from LA yesterday, and I talked to Hazel a little bit. We're actually going to the movies tomorrow afternoon. Which should be cool. I can't even think of the last time I saw that girl :-P Its, cool though, I'm glad I'll be able to hang out with her tomorrow.
After talking to Haze, I went over to Emma's and surprised her. She loved the Mickey I made all gangsta like by adding a pimp chain that I gave to her. What can I say, a pimped out gangsta Mickey for my little gangsta ho ;) She was making strawberry smoothies, yet somehow, we ended up wearing most of them? LOL. It was fun. But I didn't stay long. After all I had to go home and shower off the sticky smoothie :-P