Jimmy Brooks (JBizzle in the Hizzouse) (half_broken_jb) wrote,
Jimmy Brooks (JBizzle in the Hizzouse)

I haven't seen or talked to Liz in weeks now. I think she's avoiding me or something... Which is really really weird.

Really, the only person I've hung out with lately is Emma. I've seen Ash a bit too. Ash is temporarily staying with me, because of her split with Craig. I made a promise to her when I first found out that I will do whatever she needs me to in order to help her out. I will stand by that for the rest of our lives. Thats my little neice or nephew she's having! I want to hang out with people more. So give me a call, I don't care if we've NEVER hung out before, call me and we will. :)

I made out with Emma the other day. I told her I needed homework help so she came over. I almost immediately started kissing her. It was great. It took her by surprise but this time we didn't stop and she didn't leave like the first time we ended up kissing at my house. We were making out on the couch when Ash walked in on us. Oops. But it was pretty funny.

I feel like an ass again though. Because of Liz. I've become a guy who cheats apparently. First I cheated on Haze with Liz. Now cheating on Liz with Em. But in all fairness, both times it was because Haze or Liz were never around. I know it doesn't make what I did right. But... I dunno. Its like right now, I don't even know if Liz still likes me at all. She could have at least called me or sent me an email or something to let me know she was okay and all that. I mean she doesn't even answer my calls anymore :-/

And I really am falling for Emma. I have been since the beginning of the summer. Marco made me realize this the otherday when he told me "I see the way you look at her, Jimmy." and well... its true. She's slowly but surely managed to steal my heart when I had it guarded. I had it gaurded from Haze and Liz even. But the part of me they couldn't unlock, somehow, Emma did. Its kind of scary.
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